Back in 2010-2011, when I was active, I used to interact a lot with some 'elitists'-- some artists that were really good at what they did and all knew each other in a tightly-knitted group or artists that were just great on their own. I would follow along with them on dA, favoriting basically every deviation they made and always complimented them. They would compliment me as well, especially when I made art for them, saying things were cute and cool the way I made them.

After I had come back from hiatus, many of them didn't talk to me anymore. The occasions I did put up deviations, there would only be a few favorites, few if not none of them from them. It kinda hit me like a huge brick in my face that they might have only praised me because the art was for them and that was all. I wasn't even sure if they thought my art was genuinely good (and looking back at it, I wouldn't blame them). It made me feel alone for awhile, thinking that my 'popularity' was fake and I wasn't actually any good as an artist.

But as I kept putting up some deviations, there were still people who liked my art, despite the fact I was no longer associated with the elite artists. People who thought my art was good on it's own and who weren't obliged to favorite it because I was associated with a certain artist or group.

So I want to take this opportunity to thank all the faithful watchers I do have and all the good friends that really support me in my efforts. You guys are all amazing and I hope I don't disappoint you since I have a new tablet and will be posting more art. If I get the chance, I'll make a special picture for all of you~. I know this is all mushy and bleh, but you guys are worth it.

<3